6.21.2007

Cheat sheet...

I had always thought I would be married and having my first kid by age 32.

I got involved in Theatre initially as a way to get out of the house and away from my family, then came to love it with a passion.

I love the show Cleopatra 2525... the only difference between it and Porn is that after watching Porn... I don't feel guilty.

I sometimes feel jealous of people that drink/are drinking. It seems like they have so much more fun than I do.

If I didn't go to school for Theatre, I would have gone to culinary school to be a chef.

I rarely consciously know what to say.

While I've always been comfortable with my sexuality (straight), and have no problem with sex topics... it's only in the last year or so that I've started to consider *myself* a "sexual being". (not sure if that makes sense)

Sometimes I feel like I failed.

I often take statements much harder than I let on.

Its almost impossible to purposely insult me... but easy to do it accidentally.

I'm also easily satisfied with partners. Sometimes too easy.

My imagination can run away... and not in good ways.

I'm not religious... or spiritual... or put much stock in Tarot cards, psychics, etc... but I have a set of Viking Runes that I consult when I'm confused or just curious of the future or how to handle a situation.

I want to have a crush on someone like I did when I was a sophomore in high school.

I own 3 pairs of vecro handcuffs, vibrators and two sets of nipple clamps that I got from 2 places... a promo function at a Sex shop... and a Movie Premiere party for an adult film. Haven't used them yet. (Don't think I want to use the nipple clamps... ow!)

I consider myself to have a "superhero complex".

There's a few select individuals that I regret NOT causing them physical pain.

Sometimes I want to know what its like to treat people like dirt, but have everyone love me anyway. It's a contradiction I've seen exist, but can never understand.

I wish I was more confident.

Women in smart-looking business suits turn me on to no end.

Sometimes, I like being on the inside of the spoon.

I like to go to the movies alone.

I was voted the Shyest in my 8th Grade class...

...& most everyone that knew of me was completely shocked when I started doing theatre. I appeared to do a complete 180…

…though at the time, I really didn’t.

I love good horror movies, and am fascinated by what scares people. I think one of the best ways to know a culture or person, is to know what scares them.

I've never made assumptions or judgments on people when hearing about their past sexual history. I have, however, done so when hearing about their religion.

I really believe that the combination of my favorite band and my old cat saved my life in High School.

I'm the youngest in my family, and the first to move out on my own.

I am listed on the Internet Movie Database

I lost my virginity at age 20.

I wish I had things in common with my father.

I actually enjoyed going to therapy... for all the reasons I'm NOT supposed to enjoy it.

The sexiest lingerie to me is either boy shorts and a t-shirt, or pajama pants and a tank top.

I wish past girlfriends had wanted to borrow and wear my shirts.

I seem to handle crises with more calm and coolness than I ever thought I’d be able to.

Working for a Children’s Theatre Group in California for 5 summers was one of the most rewarding experiences I’ve ever had.

I prefer to get STD testing when I have no reason to.

I’ve written a 10 page “Application to Date Me”… and even though it was done jokingly, I sometimes actually think it’s a good idea.

I check Postsecret every week, and have for about 2 years now.

2 comments:

Valancy Jane said...

Although I'm not as kinky as the following statement would suggest, nipple clamps are more fun than you'd think.

I was voted Most Talkative. Unanimously.

I'm afraid of lava lamps and reallyreallyreally tall people. Analyze me, please.

fritz said...

Based on my limited observations (another non-drinker here), I'd say that although it may seem that drinkers are having more fun, they just have a much lower amusement threshold when they're drunk. Yeah, they laugh more than when they're sober, but that doesn't really mean they're enjoying their lives any more than you are.

I'll never forget the packs of roaming drunks from college--there were always a bunch of under-dressed girls, even in the dead of winter. So stupid! But then again, I've never thought of myself as a sheep. My desire to belong/be accepted has never trumped my desire to be safe and sound.